HANDS on too good Prayer Cooking Chris and his kids Randy and the help Donation Love man love

Past two days have been so amazing 60 foot cliff dive with APO at Hermit Falls Churchs with John and Alyssa Boba with Pineapples Overnight with CPC Great Big Little Race with Nelson Big Little Retreat

So I think my class unanimously agrees that the midterm we took last week kicked our butt Unfairly though No test no quizzes no homework and projects that didn't properly test how we were actually tested.

When people say they're awkward, I don't believe them Unless they're like elevator with a stranger 5 floors awkward

Wow many seriously amazing set list for the Coheed show I was supposed to go to The Crowing man The Crowing

CPC is such a beautiful class

First family meeting Do not think logically It is what it is

Christ man you stress me out You don't even know You don't even want to know You don't even try Thanks though ateh

Everytime you get mad That's youre fault I make you aware It's not my fault you don't understand everything I tell you multiple times wtf

So annoying how almost every other time I come home for the past like 7 years of my life, my dad threatens me about not doing my homework There's a pattern in my life sir I do my homework otherwise I wouldnt have a GPA of at least 3.3 every semester every year of my life I don't forget to do it, I'm on top of it and even ahead of schedule No matter how many times I tell you, you'll never believe me idk why

Mandatory events everytime I wanna go to a concert whyyyy

If I had better internet, I'd be a happier person. haha

Fuddruckers. BJ's. Olive Garden too full My dream guitar is like 120 dollars cheaper now :'] and those 3 girls playing worship songs and singing in 3 part harmony, man I hope they never give up music

Gavin DeGraw's FREE must be his best work to date

What an awesome night at Fuddruckers Thought the process was pretty quick and ended pretty quick but woo man that was fun haha Class clicking super fast and the whole group just having a whole lot of fun hah Proud to be Chi Pledge Class

I'm going to hate myself if this white isn't white enough or my blacks are black enough

Don't misread this as a cry for help But Do you think if you gave someone enough time alone with realization that reality is still out there, that they would prefer to live or die?

Oh yeah playing guitar again felt so good

Oh yeah Got a bid call yesterday woot and photoshoot with Cherie Portos is good mayne And and I forgot what else I was going to say Swag

Fall Out Boy back Something Like Olivia John Mayer Afterman Descenscion Dark Side of Me

Mmm good day College Beat experience good PAC meeting and signed up for ading, wonder who I'll get haha my hand writing is so bad and bonfire People keep asking if I'm going to pledge and it's pretty much a solid yes Time seems demanding but I'm confident I can handle Dood also what are the chances Maricel is in my cardio class haha freal trip Good time so far though and wooo SJ Another Mayer fan I can definitely dig it freal haha Gotta stop the namedropping tho freal

Walked into College Beat to sign up for next weeks wire segment since the bonfire tonight Ended up actually working with Jay go figure haha Doing sound hurts arms though man wow Also What kind of bread? American

Name dropping is one of the worst feelings So is knowing that someone's going to shake your sweaty hands haha

Good day Got my stuff done on time Nothing feels better than completing a computer program Well academically anyway APO in Wonderland wasn't what I expected but pretty fun nonetheless Able to talk to some people about watches go figure haha Even saw some people at Wingstop Things are looking good so far, still on the fence about the bonfire tomorrow but it's pretty nice But seriously no boneless wings what Anyway girls pretty cute Spirit and genuine perkiness is so attractive Go figure skating har har

Almost had a breakdown today Attended the Alpha Phi Omega Info night and got a text from my mom saying my dad didn't want me to join Man instant mood breaker, I really couldn't comprehend, I couldn't understand even if my mom said she hoped I did I was seriously stressing out in my car man crying out of frustration unable to find the reason why I couldnt I'm ahead in units, I'm on top of the things in my classes, I don't go to choir anymore, I don't go to FSF anymore Focus on my studies, What else am I supposed to do in my college life Do nothing, go home do work be alone? I was so stressed Fuck Obscenity thrown every other word So Fucking frustrated I didn't want my life to be nothing, I want it to be about service I want there to be purpose APO's info night made me realize that that's what I Was missing Service, Friendship, Leadership Key factors I've had in my life that made me who I am and made me happy There was like no reason why I shouldn't be able to join So annoyed, it felt like my dad didn't want me to do anything with my life or allow me to have any new experiences It was really overwhelming, I haven't been that frustrated in a while but the source is the same I can manage my time, I told you I can I'm not home, I told you I wouldn't be If you can listen to your son, that'd do wonders I've done well before with extracurricular activities and giving to the community why stop now when development is what I need?

Some peeps take a lot of effort to hang with Whyy

Ain't it weird when a strangers face becomes more and more familiar

These past weeks have been a blessing I forgot how fun it is to meet new people no joke Its so comfortable and easy I regret not doing it earlier Such chill people and good conversations Thank you

Finally my headphones came in It wasn't that long of a wait I shouldve sent it in a lot sooner I miss the quality and yesss angled plug

Had like the coolest guys in my bus and group Don't think I've ever clicked and laughed so much with a group of people that quickly man oh man What a great, fun retreat I miss the deeper more emotional aspects that was so dominant in last years retreat but I think they pulled it off this year at least

Colored contacts No.

Only had about an hour of class today Most cancelled or cut short But I'm doing stuff at least Apparently college Beat wasn't meeting today but that's all right I'm hungry haha Planning to attend a resume workshop and maybe volunteer at a job fair just to see how it goes Who knows right?

New

Here's to a new start This semester feels good Feels productive Been off of tumblr for two days I think and though normally I find a lot of entertainment there it seems like it's become really shallow Not like that's wrong but sometimes I wish there were more substance online Tumblr seems so set on likes and stuff but I find it kinda cathartic, if that's how its spelled, to just post what I think even though sometimes I just hold it down cause really who cares right? haha Anyway, hopefully I don't forget about this blog Two of my classes got cancelled so I've been doing a little or nothing the past like, 3 hours I think. It's all right though hopefully I become a part of ASI, make something better of my time hear and not be so quick to hop in and out of games or something even less productive to my being. What is this font, Times New Roman? Where's that arial though I don't know why the page doesn't show the line breaks, but all right.